Posted on
7:32 AM
- by Runaway_beRRy
A messed up heart :
Do not we all have one? Do not we all have those deep dark stories, on the back shelves of our' hearts and minds. Mine at the moment is so dark, I can not even reach out and pick, just one story. I am very numb. Not exactly ready to tell my story. Then, why is everybody trying to pull it out of me? I can not talk with my heart at the back of my throat. So, that's my story for now. . .until the bona-fide version finds its' way out of my being.
Posted on
7:22 AM
- by Runaway_beRRy
I have glass in my finger at present, so it'll be hard to type. But here it goes ... I'm in Ft. Myer's, FLA. I really miss home ( Arad, RO ). I am going through what they call "culture shock"... because I am not used to this food, surroundings, and people. It's like I'm perfectly content hiding my self at home, and going into public is something irregular for me. When I have to be seen by people here, I clam up. I've been hurt in my past, so many times. That I've so afraid to let my self, have relationships again.
As of now. I have moved 10 times in my entire life. Around America, and around Romania. Change will always be apart of my life, I just pray that it will always be for the better.
P.s. I painted my thumb nail green in Wal-Mart.
Posted on
1:47 PM
- by Runaway_beRRy
Hey ya'll. :]
starting a fresh, college is tough.
cried before my first test in Comp. 1101
just breathing Floridian air at the moment.
desire to go to the beach at midnight. yes.
my heart is in a tuFFy, read neXt post to figure out whY.
Posted on
8:38 AM
- by Runaway_beRRy
Well. This is me. 17 years old.
this is weird never made a bloG before. but gotta start somewhere. :)
I was born in Ft. Myers, FLA. Moved to Arad, Romania lived there for 4 years. and am now back living in sunny Florida, started college, pursuing a degree in Elementary Education and teaching English as a second language.
Always wanted to write a b00k about my crazy life stories, maybe someday i will.
But this blog will be good enough for now.
1st post. NOw.
